Thursday, April 8, 2010

Where Do I Go From Here?



I have been blogging since 2006 .... a good four years ago.

When I first stumbled upon Yahoo 360, I didn't even think I'd get hooked on the habit of blogging, but as my followers rose in number, I felt a certain responsibility toward them.  I started to gain a few boosts of confidence thinking that for those people to have kept coming back to my page each day, they might have found a good reason even when I felt there was no reason at all ---- because all I ever did was share my humble opinions, my views, my daily life in the simplest way I could.

I came at a point of having more than  two thousand hits daily and that's when I started to blog regularly.  It was then when I felt lost without having to write an account of what transpired in my simple way of life in different manners: humorous, sad, disgusted, angry, enraged even --- maybe that's what my followers liked in my writing.  Whenever I wrote something, it was a sharing of myself --- my writing had always been and will always be a sharing of myself.

Yahoo!360 is now gone and is never coming back.  I lost touch with most of my friends back then, but the love to write has not diminished a bit.  I still love writing, but the responsibility at having to do a daily account of a teacher, mother, daughter, sister has waned. I have tried starting at some other blog sites, but I never made it past the first month.   After which I soon lose interest and leave it.  I missed the almost live interaction at my old home which was Yahoo!360.

Now, I am starting again.  I couldn't even tell if I'd still be writing here a month from now --- maybe, I'd be hooked on my Farmville or be busy treasure hunting at Treasure Isle, well, who knows?

I don't really know, but I sure would love to see where I will go from this first step.  Will I go further?  I couldn't tell...  couldn't promise either.

I just have to wait and see.....







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